in the past

Sonnet #18-William Shakespeare

2007-07-06T22:10:00.001+08:00

Shall I compare thee to a Summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And Summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And oft' is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd:
But thy eternal Summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wanderest in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:

So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

The End of Times Is Over

2007-06-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

wooohoooooo teh exams are finally over.rock balls!

i had my a lvl MT oral on friday as well, which i think i screwed up pretty badly.crap.

anyway after that nat,kj,chuan and i headed to thomson plaza for some little slacking before heading home.i really should have bought my guitar strings to restring that thing sitting in my sister's room. and perhaps also bought/rented a few dvds to counter this boredom now.yeesh

anyway i wanna catch transformers soon.anyone?

M.I.A.

2007-06-10T00:18:00.000+08:00

ok its been a long while since i last posted because

1. i'm lazy but you know that already

2. there;s nth much going on in my life

3. i've been watching " how i met your mother"

4. nobody reads this blog anyway

5. i'm lazy

thats how bored i am right now.

POC!POC!

2007-05-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

i have to say this... POC rocked balls! went to catch it with joan,maj,le you, terence, nat, chuan and chester at shaw. it was bloody brilliant. humour and action packed into a 3 hour movie...$9.50 well spent. movies coming out this year that i wanna watch is simpsons, HP and men in white.

im gonna get retained.. surely. my gp was quite fucked up as the compre was damn tough...i can only hope my compo pulls me up. maths...was a total wash out. huge blanks were scattered over my paper and if i can get like....10 marks?i'd be rejoicing..thats how bad things were.

oh and i've been sick for the past 3 days. and still had to take my midyears.how fucking brilliant is that.

BALLS!

Ghost Of Perdition

2007-05-20T10:48:00.000+08:00

i've not been blogging cause well...i just didnt feel like it plus i've been rather bogged down with work and preparations for exams.

anyways friday was sports carnival!fucking rocked!it started off badly from the day before as we found out that our shirts had been printed wrongly. it was supposed to have the CJ flame plus the number 5 on our backs.but weiwen ordered wrongly and we got individual numbers instead. i got 15 but i didnt mind though...Crouchy's number!

so we took part in bball, captain's ball and handball. the j2s were mainly playing handball while nat,hong chen, aisah and 3 other j2s represented us in bball while the rest played captain's ball. captain's ball was damn fun. we started off well enough beating T31 by 3 points to 1. then things got worse.. T26 had this 2 people who did some shitty stuff adn we lost 2-1 before we got knocked out by T06 when they beat us 3-2 after we fought back from 2 goals down. but T06 played well so we can only blame ourselves.

bball was better as we made it to the semis before we got knocked out by T23. the players were damn tired you can tell but Aisah was immense. fucking immense. without her we wouldn't have clinched 3rd spot.

handball was a farce cause T35 tattled on our team having the 2 J2s that were playing bball and we couldnt play them together and we got knocked out despite winning 2 games in the group stages. from then now, the entire T05 was at the handball games to cheer whoever played T35. T16 was brilliant esp. yongchao! bloody brilliant i tell you.

anyways it was damn great...we really bonded well and i cant fucking wait for another sports day like this..

1t05 2007!

the big 1-7!

2007-05-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

Thrashed and Scattered

2007-05-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

well well my...i think this is the first time i've blogged so many times in a week since...i started out? i dun remember the last time i've posted this many times in a week. perhaps 2 posts is due to LIVERPOOL's WIN OVER CHELSEA and i must not forget to mention that MAN UTD LOST TO MILAN.

ok enough with the rubbing in of MAN UTD'S DEFEAT BY MILAN. hah. okok. this week has been hectic. i failed...2 tests..econs and history. fuck.i'm damn disappointed with myself. i thought i did enough to at least, at the very least warrant a pass for econs but to get 11/25...damn. well history i think everyone expected to fail anyway but still to see an 8 in front of you taunting you..its just so hard to accept.

guess we all really need to put in effort now. midyears are barely a month away and we're still all ill prepared for it. but ugh. history is a killer. i have no idea what the hell im doing really..sigh.die la!

today went back to st gabs with nat to collect my o lvl cert and yearbook. figured that it being a friday, there was going to be ccas and so surely the teachers would be in school late right?but alas,after just 1 year we forgot that sec sch midyears are in early may. soooo it was pretty much a ghost town. managed to talk to nat's math teacher but tuang and pang werent there so i didnt get to talk to them. sad. nth much seems to have changed in st gabs. the field is still as shitty as ever, no surprise there butttt they attached grills to the windows now!so the students are like prisoners there now.

oh oh oh oh oh i need to rant here...

WHY THE HELL IS THE CL FINALS ON THE 24TH!?!?!?!?!?!? I CANT WATCH THE ?@!@$!?$ MATCH NOW COS I HAVE GP MIDYEARS! #@%&^*#@$#@%$#%
SHIT LA. THERE GOES MY PLANS OF WATCHING THE MATCH. $^%$^$&%^*

done......

just watch and feel the emotions

2007-05-03T22:34:00.001+08:00

Liverpool vs Milan Documentary
Uploaded by drogballs

we're gonna win it 6 times!!

2007-05-02T20:49:00.000+08:00

Ok.. i really am too happy to blog about anything. and i just had to blog about the win against chelsea. being only able to catch the highlights, i've taken photos from www.liverpoolfc.tv for a picture by picture account of the match. enjoy!hahaha

"we're gonna win it 6 times in athens!""you've got no history!"
Justice for the 96
pepe,crouchy,danny,kuyt,carra,pennant,riise,stevie,bolo,finny,masch
agger's dagger, 22nd minute. 1-0 to the REDS.

danny agger!Pens: Bolo makes it 1-0 to the REDS
Pens: Pepe saves from Robben. 1-0 to the REDS.Pens:Xabi makes it 2-0 to the REDS.

Pens: Reina saves Geremi's efforts to keep it at 2-0 to the REDS.
Pens: Stevie scores to make it 3-0 to the REDS.Pens: Lamps scores to bring things to 3-1 to the REDS.
Pens: Kuyt makes it 4-1 to the REDS and sends Liverpool through the their 2nd Final in 3 seasons.

i just thought pepe's reactions were damn funny.hell yea....athens here we come!
thanks pepe! 5 out 7 pens saved in 2 seasons helped us alot!

wooooo im still high. but i gotta go and do my PI now. bask in the glory of Liverpool's victory. cheerios!

It's Our Burden To Bleed

2007-04-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

sometimes i feel that the world is against me. everything goes wrong at the same time. today seems to be a prime example of that.

i just finished my lit and i realise that by this week i have to do 2 maths tutorial worksheets done by monday, rewrite my chinese compo cos i failed and i want to get a better score and 2 history tutorial outlines. pfft as if 1 wasnt hard enough already now i gotta do 2. thanks cj! thanks alot for nothing.

then rafa benitez tries to be a smart ass and play paletta and insua in defence today. totally threw the entire team off balance. but i guess we're aiming for the semi finals this week so we had to give stevie, jamie, pepe all a rest. but sigh. i'll face another day of endless taunting from manure fans about how they can overcome a 2-0 deficit and we can't.

i'm just gonna launch into a slightly desperate sounding little rant but yea..if you, the reader who you might be, doesnt get it then all the better..cos i dun think anyone really know whats going on.

i'm really just...confused. about everything. studies. you. i'm totally gone in my studies and i believe that i'll get retained. the prospect of it looms large.

about you.. so much can be said. but i'm really unclear over everything now. its quite hard knowing nothing's possible but yet i just can't let go. . i'm just...really really confused. this really shouldnt be the time for all this..but yet, i've been sucked into the whole need for companionship again. and to think i was doing so well.

how did this even start? i cant even remember..

perhaps..it's best i stop. for the sake of my sanity.i really cant do anything anymore. all that i've done and all i'm doing is trying to help.. even if it doesn't go down well for me..

now as i reach this turning point
i realise my fears and dreams
were nothing but truth and lies
there's nothing i can do
but wait and see it through

ok im done being emo and despo sounding. thank you for putting up with that if anyone does even read this blog. i dun think i've ever been this way in quite awhile now. not since an an..

and thats another story.but no mention of an an now..its meant to have all been left behind at my old blog.so yea..

in the immortal words of isaac lim

Be positive.
Do it well and you'll have a story to tell.

cheerios.

thanks for the memories

2007-04-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

urghhh this week has been horrible in so many ways.

liverpool losing to chelsea in the semis,man u winning,the heavy rain,the laziness in me,the poor results i got for my assignment,having to relive the horrors of hillsborough through articles and seeing the players all rmb that day and the ugly way that scum piece of a tabloid,steve heighway's announcement of his retirement

but there were good things this week.

my PW grp, lit work scores, liverpool's Youth Team doing the team proud by retaining the FA Youth Cup,getting some parts of my CIP hours for NYAA completed,spending time with my classmates,watching prison break with nat,terence,seekei and tiff at tiff's hse

sigh..this week has not been a good week. a few more weeks to mid years and im totally unprepared.did i make a right choice coming to cj?the stress and workload is really killing me. i'm getting less and less sleep as the exams inevitably come..help...

there's just so much shit these days..it's really hard to take everything in stride and do my best in everything. i really want to do well in my studies but sometimes i feel that i really cannot take it. but i dun want to let my parents and sister down. they were so proud when i did rather well for my Os and managed to get into cj. although they say they accept whatever decision i make in terms of my studies when i had to decide my path, i know my dad wanted me to go to a jc.

my personal life has also taken a step back since i got into cj. during the time when i had a stint with the soccer team, my social life was seriously....zero. i was always in training of heading off to support the team in friendly matches leading up to the A div.

but everything has an upside right? coming to cj let me to know some really good friends and people. i love my class...really.we rock. 1t05 is like...super nice. and soccer has led to make more new friends.

everything's just coming to a head now...i'm just...tired.really really tired of everything.i'm sorry if this post is damn emo or whatever...just...really needed to get things off my chest.

im out.

a day with minimal sleep

2007-04-22T20:21:00.000+08:00

well its like nearly half an hour since i woke up today. i'm dead tired and might be a little sick. i dunno. maybe its just my mind not wanting to go school and face the bloody history test coming up.

anyway the weekend started off with LC and i being pangsehed by Tiff and Seekei. so we headed into town to meet LC's friend, Joan. Went subway to catch a bite and had a good laugh at butches and a girl with navel hair. headed to Heeren next where we just walked around. oh and i'm so getting a HIM shirt from HMV.

sat began like any other saturday but went to eunos at like..820 to meet Tiff, Seekei, Terence and Nat. Nat ended up coming later at like...11? so we went to Tiff's place first. watched Accepted which was a damn good movie before we watched Prison Break from like...10sth all the wayyyy to 530 in the morning. damn pro right. everyone but Tiff fell asleep at some point in time. ohh ohh and we ordered macs at like...1sth?maybe close to 2sth and it came at 3sth. early breakfast indeed.

then after that we rushed down to kallang to take part as road marshalls to some race thingy for like...an hour before we got to go home. wooo 6 hrs cip in the bag.

after that we headed to raffles city shopping mall to slack and gossip( =.= ) before we ate ben and jerry's for lunch. Zul, Nat and Terence then went to eat BK as well. Pigs. haha.

anyway i'm so tired right now i can go back to sleep. but i have a history test tmr and i gotta go study.

later.

back from hiatus

2007-04-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

i'm finally back to blogging.ok maybe not back to blogging. just blogging today cause its a holiday tmr which means no school( yay) and cos its the 5th of april. its a nice date. really.

anyway to update on things, i'm in CJC now and loving the school people and environment. IG 11, with Paddy and Petrina as facils, was great. Made new friends in Kubo, Robyn, Joan, David and Valerie, whom i still talk to quite often compared to the rest. Only regret is that IG 11 is too dead and we didnt have an IG outing. that really is the only thing i regret from my orientation.

got sorted in 1T05. go 05! initially i didnt like my class but i'm kinda attached to it now. which is good. hahah. my class has 12 guys and 7 girls. not that great a balance but nice enough i guess. the guys and are great, the girls are great. I like my PW group. See Kei, Christina, Tiffanie, Terence and I. great combi

anyway that about it for the past month of school stuff. went out with zul, tiff, lim chuan, maj, aisah, joan and see kei to novena for lunch at abt 4 after staying in the school library to pohotcopy our research articles for history. then we went to the tuition centre thingy and realised it wasnt that great. went to my aunts place for dinner and came back and stoned.yeap.thats abt it.

cheers

good week

2007-02-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

hellooooo everybody

this week was a good week. i've had 2 gatherings already: 1 BCC and 1 6G'02 gathering. I just got back from Ivan's place not too long ago. today was rather fun due to the fact that we had more people. our first gathering was a complete failure due the fact that only 4 people turned up. although the second gathering only had 7 people,it still wasnt so bad. the 3rd gathering was rather impromptu and thus not many peopl turned up. this time, we had ample time to organise but because it was still the CNY period, we didnt have many people. but it still fun none the less. lekky, aaron, daniel, guojun, ivan and i played footy while the audrey and natasha played with the kids at the playground. well so any way we had pizza hut for dinner and swam in the night for a while before heading home. was just fun hanging out with 6G people again. we can still laugh over loads of things we remember from 5 years again.

the BCC gathering was kinda good as well although 2 people didnt turn up. we caught epic movie, which i think is a must watch if u wanna have a good laugh at parodies of films, before heading to orchard.the rain stopped us from spending more time out so that was the only down side i think.

meanwhile, the posting is getting nearer and nearer. i got 13 points for my raw score and 11 if i apply for CJ first, which i did. right now i'm worried about how to cope with JC life and what CCA to take up. sigh. oh wells, we just have to wait and see.

take care all.
YNWA

class gathering

2007-02-04T22:38:00.001+08:00

today was rather fun. met up with aaron,ivan,lek wee, julian, liling, natasha and audrey for the class gathering at aaron's place.

played a little tennis. although it was more like tried and attempted to play tennis. quite fun. i think i want to play again.

so anyway thats abt it. played, ate and left

SINGAPORE WON!ole ole ole ole!

what's up with the world?

2007-01-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

hello all.

this will be a brief post.

went to nyp open house today with tanya.sad to say i am not really interested in the place. got weird vibes off it.

then we were supposed to have lunch at j8.but then her mum's friend's daugther called her and told her that she could go to the agency for an inteview.and since she knew i was looking for a job as well so i got tugged along to taka.

the interview went well.i think. i hope.so hopefully i'll be hearing from them soon.

wish me luck.

cheers.

a year gone by

2006-12-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

ok i just screwed up by pressing a link on my tabs bar on firefox and i lost what i typed. crap! dammit! ok basically i'm doing a review of 2006 from 22nd december '05 to 22nd december '06.

Highlights of 2006:

1) 22nd december 2005 to 22nd january 2006. that 1 month was everything i could have hoped for rolled into 1. its simple indescribable. those times are pasir ris beach were the best. thanks an an. for everything.

2) harrison's bday celebrations. that was fun. great day at escape with joey,ronald, kenneth, alethea, bryan, ham, nicholas and harrison was fantastic. especially with kenneth's and nicholas' entertainment at the bbq. i still regret that it ended so quickly even though we all left around 12 a.m.

3) liverpool fc's amazing comeback victory in the fa cup final. it had excitement, disappointment, heart-attack causing moments. f-ing brilliant i tell you.

Lows of 2006:

1) 31st january 2006.

2) liverpool fc's knockout of the champions league. i expected us to go further in the competition but ended out losing to benfica. so that was a low point.

3) having to worry about the prelims first, then the Os, and now the results. like i told harrison recently we keep having to worry about one thing after another.its a vicious cycle.

wishes for christmas and 2007:

1) liverpool to start winning away against better sides

2) liverpool to win every home match

3) liverpool winning at least 1 trophy

4) liverpool to sign a good quality right winger

5) liverpool to shuck pennant away to another club and for him to never return

6) and last but not least, everyone to have good health and gd results for the Os. but not as good as mine. honestly, how many times do i have to wish for that. sheesh. :p

well there's nothing much to say.unless you a fan of hp/hg fanfic. cause if you are, please check out decisions by kopite on www.fanfiction.net. it's still in progress but chapter 3 has been posted and chapter 4 is now underway. if you do read it, please review!

ok i'm done plugging decisions. oh and before i forget. please people. support trella at their upcoming gigs at the end of the month. for more details please check out nicholas', joey's or harrison's blogs to find out more. give your support! the links to their blogs are posted here if you don't know.

cheers
22/12/06

go with the flow

2006-12-06T15:37:00.000+08:00

well well well its 3.37 p.m as i'm posting this and i just realised its been 12 hrs since i just got home.

why?i went to Flow at MoS yesterday.but technically i was out arnd 4 cos i went to play pool with harrison,ham,ronald,aloy,glen,lihao and bryan before bryan and harrison went to watch the sjc play.

so we went to MoS first since we knew it would take quite a while to get in but it was surprisingly quick.lihao couldn't get in cos he was 15 but im damn sure there were many 15 year olds in there.so aloy,ham,glen and i went in first and we managed to wach tien perform.they were not too bad but their music was a little more like pop-rock due to the beat.but overall tien was a nice band and their songs were easy on the ears.

seraph played after them and they weren't that great.they started off with gazette's cassis followed by originals of their own.they were the only non-english playing band but the band overall was quite ok.the vocalist,on the other hand,wasn't very good.i think seraph would be better off without him.aloy and i got bored rather easily.

highlight of the night: WEST GRAND BOULEVARD!
no shit WGB was one of the best received bands that night.daphne sang quite a few songs inc. the funk song,waiting for you,flights of fancy.
but lo and behold, bryan gamboa is back!wooooooo.now we will was sung and i'm telling you, WGB was off the hook.absolutely fantastic.

sadly,ronald waited for lihao outside and managed to come in only after WGB had played.and the biggest fan of them all among us,harrison,wasn;t even near MoS when they played.

ok to cut thing short,the bands playing there were great.plain sunset rocked.so did devine9.and loads of us were there.avery,bong,joey,kenneth,leslie,lynn,holly and the few of us.not sure how chloe and some other 15 year olds got in though.

throughly enjoyed myself last night and im sure others may blog more on Flow so go check their's out.

cheerio.

it ends tonight

2006-11-29T14:03:00.000+08:00

The walls start breathing

welllll its the 29th of november already.gods its fast.this time last year seems like yesterday.so much fun compared to now.now is all drab and boring.last year was...great.pasir ris park,bugis,bryan's house for christmas celebrations.just plain,good and simple fun.now is like.home,home,more home and more home.

My minds unweaving

super bummer of a deal is that its super unlikely the 6g chalet is gonna happen anymore.cos already even if we can have it,jac cant stay.and i doubt many parents would allow them to stay overnight.so its like...crap.sigh.

Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.

plus the bcc gathering also seems to be going nowhere.i suggest pool but tanya doesnt know how to play.ben suggested vivo.but movies are so impersonal.so yea.the gathering is neither here nor there.sigh.again.

A weight is lifted

meanwhile,i got a book!yes.i'm so glad i got a book.well yesterday i finally went out.even though it was only for awhile.but still.considering i had been stuck at home for so long,it was good to just step out.so i met ginette at orchard to get her friend a bag.walked around taka and finally found an adidas bag to buy.and now i'm $50 short.you owe me gin!haha.then we headed to kino.and i wanted to see what books were there.i saw robbie's autobiography and i so wanted to get it.but then i saw stevie's autobiography instead.so i was torn between 'god' and stevie g.ended up with stevie's book.but im happy.hahaha.thanks gin!for asking me out yesterday.

On this evening

and thanks to my first post Os purchase.i have a list of what i wanna get.haha.
1)liverpool jacket with hood.
2)liverpool training kit.
3)adidas shirts and shorts
4)fowler's auto.
5)some polo tees.

so far thats all i have.sad huh?

anyway i just realise that there's something good about my blog.noone ever reads it.so i cant just post and post and its more like a private journal already.hah.

I give the final blow.

2006-11-18T22:10:00.000+08:00

pssst.hey you.

yea you.

wanna know something?

THE O LEVELS ARE ALMOST OVER!

blah.blogger's messed up.anyway,yes.the Os are actually over for many people.yes people,go celebrate and do your stupid shit and be like "Oh my god.the Os are over.let's go party."

blahs.yes yes go enjoy.while i "mug" for my combined science mcq paper.yes.mcq.and i'm "mugging".well ok i'm not really mugging.but i've got to play the good boy card for my parents and be like "yes.even though its just mcq,i'm here studying."hooray!

even so,its like i still can't really be bothered?cos i'm more like placing my ass in my chair and playing Football Manager 2007 on the laptop.it's so so addictive.i half wish i didnt buy it.but if i didnt then i'd be bored out of my mind.

but even so.i think tv is overrated.but not certain shows.pimp my ride is nice.but not the uk one.that ass who hosts it is so fake.british lads using american slang should be hanged.its not right.then wildboyz is one of the most retarded,fun shows i've ever seen.so many more.but there are alot of spastic shows like my sweet sixteen.its quite nice to see all their fancy little shit to celebrate their 16th birthday while i'm stuck here having to mug for Os.but its so assholic to see this rich asses complain about this and bitch about that.for god's sake just take what you can and be happy.you ain't having to study your ass off and worry about JCs and polys.

ok so well.there are so many people going away for periods of time.nicholas,kenneth,harrison and bryan and heading to genting.i wanna go overseas.blah.and i'm really really hoping the 6g chalet can come through.its been 2 years in the making.after last year's rather flop gathering of me,lek wee,andrea,tj and wayne was fun...but still a flop none the less.

ok today's post is a very bitching post.hahaha.i've nothing to do right now except watch manchester city thrashing fulham 3-0 after just 50 minutes.maybe it'd be a good watch.

mood of the day: 1)bored.there's absolutely nothing to do nowadays.
2)happy.i'm doing well in fm07.unbeaten in 23 games.and i got to have a kickabout with my dad.

music of the day:MCR,A7X and Paramore are the orders of the day.

thats about it from me then.

ciao.

oh my word!

2006-11-13T17:01:00.000+08:00

geez.can you believe it?can you?can you?i am just 4 papers away from completing my O levels.damn.time passed by so fast.the papers were quite ok.most were do-able.but physics.it was super super crap.i think i screwed it up big time.now i can only hope that my chem pulls it up fantastically.bah hambug.

and these days,when i'm taking a break from studying,there is seriously nothing to do.tv's overrated and i gotta wait till i meet alan to collect the things i ordered.so i can't wait.i want to go out after the O levels but 1)i don't think i have that much money to go out so often. 2)other people have plans already so bleagh.

however,there are some things that should be confirmed soon such as
1) going to get more LFC gear
2) 6G chalet
3)get a new com

yeap.that's how pathetic my life is.those 3 things are probably the only things i can confirm now.again bleagh.

oh well.guess there's nothing much to blog about now.wait till the O levels are over and the partying begins.plus i'm waiting for Audio Rojak.I think its going to be a blast.

guess i'm off to do more poa.all the best to those taking pure science this week and good luck to fellow poa and history students.

First post!

2006-10-31T19:13:00.000+08:00

hey all, this is the very first blog post for this site.well anyway,i've been thinking of changing to a new blog site for quite a while now so to have finally done it feels good.ok im rattling.

first of all,its super close to the Os now.wish all of you people out there good luck.not the best of luck cos i want it.i wanna be the best which is not possible but hey,one can dream.

well in other news,i won't be able to go for the first 3 months trial thingy at MI even if i wanted to.cos horrors of horrors i have to go for surgery.damn.i hate wisdom teeth.i have an op on the 29th of december and might have to take up to a month or more to recover.man..and i was looking forward to either working or going for the trial thing.sigh.

what else is there.nothing much else really.well once again,good luck everyone for the Os.may we all enjoy success.(but not as successful as me.)(duh).

cheers.